***ABOUT MYSELF PART I

  My name is Rawiporn (It means the blessing from the Sun), my surname is Jarapat. However, my real nick name is Som (It means an Orange) [but also Ray is my cyber name]. I was born in Thailand on the 26^th July 1989. Well, now I’m 18 years old. In fact in this year I have to study the 1^st year in University that means I have to be a freshy in faculty of Architecture at Silpakorn University, whereas everything was changed into a wrong way. Since I had got to start to do AFS papers test to be an exchange student under AFS intercultural program, I did it as much as I could at that time and exactly I passed that paper test. After I knew I pass that test, AFS called those students who passed it to interview. I did it not so well. Because at that time I lost my self-confidence that is why I was just a second man who seemed like pass that interview, anyway sometimes it seemed like I didn’t pass it. Then I had to choose new country because at first I chose Germany, Italy and New Zealand but unfortunately, at that time I didn’t have ability enough to get one of them. Then I had to wait and chose new country that was Russia. My reason at that time was Russian government had had 40 scholarships for Thai Students in each year for studying there. Then I think it was a good chance to study abroad by scholarship and if I wanted to go to study there I had to understand their language. These were all my reasons. But it might be I chose the wrong way. I don’t know now. The main idea why I think like this is just I lost one year. I don’t want to repeat the class. I want to study as I should do in fact. Exactly, it’s not in this way. I can’t except I lost one year and

“I NEVER THINK I’M HAPPY TO GO THERE FOR LOSEING ONE YEAR AND ANY CHANCE TO STUDY THE FIRST IN A GOOD UNIVERSITY LIKE SILPAKORN UNIVERSITY.”

Sometimes I just want to cry and scream. And I ask myself why everybody has a better chance than me. I’m not a good student. I’m just a normal student.

It’s too bad for me about this.

However, Now I’m still studying in the 12^th class at school and I’m waiting for the chance and the test to study in a good university that I’d like to study. All the chance that I lost for nothing last year, I’ve to redo them. The entire wrong thing I did, I can’t turn me back to change anymore. I’ll do it the best and think that I’m in accidence for 1 year on my brain and I’ll forget every bad things, bury them in some place that I’m not belong to and I’ll bound to my way now…..The way to be an ARCHITECT!!!!

To be Continued…….

The Timetable 1st Sep 2007 - 1st Dec 2007  

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