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1月29日

19.40: 45 Minutes to Interview yourself

My name is Rawiporn   Jarapat, so my nickname is Som or Ray......Before this I'd an old name: Sakulapat (It means "family Jarapat" cuz I'm the first baby in Jarapat and the word Sakul means Family)  but my aunt told it seems like boy's name then my mom changed to Rawiporn...

My motto should be “Everyman is the Architect of his own fortune….”  Haa…haa sometimes it’s not true cuz we cannot destine all our entire life by ourselves, however I think we can choose our own way;  the path to walk and the headlight that leads us home!!

My highest dream is “Graduating BA, MA and PhD in Architecture [B.Arch, M.Arch and PhD]” or may be just only B.Arch and M.Arch as much as I can and after graduating I wish for a nice job and environment…..but importantly I wish for wasting no time and losing no way ever again…..

The Kinds of importance in my Life is Family, studying & working, best friends, computer, and computer graphic (CG), Architectures, Free times & Holidays and Living in peace…..

Purpose of my life is being the Great Architect….I hope not for walking in wrong decision again!!

The worst in my life is 1. being AFS student…Exchange student, Sounds good…So for me it’s just wasting time…it’s an activity for children not student….and can say that my last year lost with feelings…What experiences had I got if I came back to my country and forgot them at all cuz I had gotta continue my daily life that I’d ever done? One year was just a dream that should not happen in one’s life….might be non-sensible for me….sooo…..1, 2, 3 or many years have passed I’ll be thinking in this way!!  Really sorry that I’ve gotta say that people cannot stop other’s opinion!!  2. Loving someone, who was not worth for….Have you ever told someone that you love him/her? ....Falling in love with anyone is so beautiful....Telling that one how you feel in love with him is great....but for me it was so contrast!! I’ll not do these stupid things with someone who’s not worth for again!! Why wasn't worth for?? Let's see!!....Trying to think that It’d never begun, forget all just the good feelings (I mean only bad feelings will be left, it roots tortured experience down on my mind til today, reminds me scars and leads me not doing this way again!!) , soo….I dun know what I should say about this now…. Damn Regret??!!!….Ummm....that is I should gotta say right now…Hope not to see you again my sweet nightmare!! I’ve been thinking about that night (May be you don't remember)...., he completely cruelly torn my heart away…..Exactly he didn't even care about these....my feelings, my tears....also could say these'd never been done...soo….and I remember that he was so very very happy after I cried all nite!! I remember well!! And now I just wanna tell him again if I have a chance…"Dun be proud of your bullshit pretty face, pretty but so VAIN!! I’m the one of those stupid girls, whom were enchanted by your faked material…!!!" Sorry for that ha...Ha…it’s unavoidable!! Seeing me again is not a good choice Babe!  Want you to know!!! (Did you think you led me to believe that you really wanted to see me anyway?? Ha??) Woooo.......Bury in ur head!! Shame on me!!

The best thing in my life is exactly clear when I fulfill my dreams….

What would I like to say now is….Whatever I’d done in the past…It’s over!! Whatever will happen in the future it will not happen yet, so I’m leading to my dreams, I left all the things in my past, I will not care all the things in my future….I’m  just only living for today and there’ll be only the fate can stop me….!!